Safe, yet trapped

I don't think that I have ever felt so safe, yet so trapped at the same time. I found an empty summer house (hard to do this time of year) but they have surrounded the area. They are all over the deck stairs, outside the front door...just waiting for me to come out. It's like reverse pshycology...or something along those lines. Messing with my head. They are like vampires...or acting like them in the very least. They won't come in unless invited. And I am definetly not going to invite them in. I will never ever trust any other human being in my entire life (not even Anya) as long as I will live. I will only trust my flockmates. Always.

I made the mistake of trusting to easily before and I won't do it again. Just for those of you who are reading this blog and thinking that you can break me down. (*cough*anyone*cough* associated with*cough* the School*cough*)

I would fly out of here but it's nearly impossible. The way they are hanging around, as well as tourists, it is impossible to spead my wings without getting caught. And my demented one needs a serious head start in order to get me in the air fast enough.

Plus, I am exhausted. I'll just lock myself in the attic for the night. It has a metal door with heavy duty locks in case they try to attack in the night and a trap door that I (thank god) discovered.

I love you Sonar

Echo