Hello

Good Afternoon.

Have you ever been in a really really good mood but feel totally crappy at the same time? That's how I feel right now. I got NO sleep last night whatsoever. After my last post I tossed and turned all night...no idea why I can't sleep. I am really not a day person. I love the night and I like staying up...but I love dreaming too which is why I can't understand why I am not sleeping. Oh well. Eventually I will just pass out from sheer exhaustion.

And...did today actually happen? 'Cause all I remember is a a big blur...I remember falling getting out of bed this morning......Gemini INSISTING that I eat breakfast this morning...not being able to find room 126 when it was my art room last year because the people in our school numbered things weird....eating a jelly donut..getting ink all over my hands...watching/analyzing a movie in psychology...um...test in English? yeah Test in English (exam 23 October medieval)...and...um...Sonar at lunch...talking people...ceiling...lights...reading my french novel...watching "Unraveling of a Candidate" in Government...and...uh...loud annoying noises in math and on bus...home now...

The reason I wonder if today was a dream was because...it FELT like it but also because Radar was there one minute and them just evaporated off the face of the earth. If I have to repeat this whole day in a few minutes I will be so ticked off. At least I would know what would happen right? ha ha...well I thought it was funny...anyway

I actually diagnosed my problem. I am tired and I have been reading all day. When I read for a long period of time it takes me a while to adjust back to reality. (My imagination is my weakness) And this adjusting to reality is ten times worse when I am really tired. I read the newspaper, skimmed through Twilight for the hundredth time, read blood witch, and Le mystere des faux billets...and watching movies: Ordinary People and Unraveling of a Candidate and concentrating really hard my work. I was really proud of myself today though. I was able to concentrate fully on my school work...only problem was I had a hard time concentrating on my "social life".

Maybe it's my tiredness but I am getting a really really creepy feeling all of the sudden...*gets up and looks around, finds Lilac and Tilla staring out the window*

Hmmm...I'm not the only one who is getting the feeling either. After The Lilac Incident I suppose they have a right to be paranoid though. I don't! I will go with the flow. Although...they tend to get me mixed up in this stuff...grr. I will stay out of it...

I mean like I don't have enough going on with trying to keep the peace and lie low. Luckily for most of us...excluding Storm and Radar who go LOOKING for the trouble...trouble hasn't bothered us yet. I think that this is the longest that we have ever stayed in one place.

Such a nice place...next to a thing...on mars...lol
Seems like it's been forever when it's only been like...what...not even a year yet. Time goes by fast and slow at the same time. I've learned so much from time. (Lilac's learned more I can guarantee that)

Well. I seem to be coming back down to earth here. And I have made this post really long. My apologies.

Well, I am off for now. Tilla would like to go to her blog and Lilac hers and Celedae...well, she might post too.

I love you Sonar

(...I do it too)

Echo Eleeya Eensey