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Well, let's see here.

We thought that the long and "relaxing" break from humanity might possibly have helped decrease our increased disgust with the human race. But nope. In fact, it has been increased even more. I have no idea where this is coming from. I mean, after the excessive violent battle each of us has gone through...our lives have been fairly decent.

Well, I suppose we can understand Lilac's bitterness more than ever, The year or so before we met...(for those of you who can't keep up that would have been May 06 to January 08)she went through what most would consider absolute hell. (And that's only mentioning THIS time, not including the other time vortexes and such.)She tells you like it is and comes off extremely cold hearted. She is most definitely the least complex to read. Although, I know she hides a lot of herself...who she used to be..before...um...how should I word this (she doesn't like anyone talking about it)...before the "Incident". But she doesn't hide how she feels about almost everything. If she hates something, she will tell you...if she likes something, you will know. Absolutely. She denies nothing to anyone (well...almost nothing...)As long as you are not talking about her past, she will be completely straightforward about it.

Celedae, of course, would never admit such harsh emotion about any particular race, except maybe Urk Hai, Orcs, Trolls and Wraiths. Other than that, she struggles extremely hard to please even the worst of her enemies. I've got to tell you, though, it's beginning to wear and tear on her sanity. She'll never admit it though, only apologize and blame herself for everything. *sigh* No offense, but it's kind of pathetic to watch.

And then there is Echo. I don't get her. She confuses the daylights out of me. Unlike Celedae, she doesn't deny how she feels...if she's around "The Coven" . She would never ever admit anything to Sonar, Storm, Radar or even her brother. No one outside us three(again, for those of you not able to keep up that would be Myself(Tilla), Lilac, and Celedae).

Today I noticed something strange though. Lilac and Echo were sort of working side by side. That, in itself, is shocking(they seems to be at each other's throats 24/7 (no pun intended)). What was even more disturbing to watch was her give off this coldness, like Lilac. She became slightly detached. Now,any normal human wouldn't have noticed this, but I not only have unparalleled senses, but I know her to her core. It was weird to see her act this way...like Lilac. It was like she wasn't Echo. But it gets weirder. Lilac and Echo seemed to get past whatever bitter feelings they were feeling and they both laughed at the smallest (yet still funniest) things. They got along with each other. It's almost like they became one person. But I noticed Echo was touchy today. The smallest thing (that didn't even bother her or concerned her) would tick her off.It was the perfect balance of bitter/happy. It was fascinating, but strange....

And then there is me. I felt unwilling to go to school today, but I went despite myself. I don't regret it. I felt ready to take on the day. I guess we are all a little touchy today but it was a good day. Not GREAT, or TERRIFIC. But it was not bad. Not bad at all. I seemed to be a little better being around some huma...people. I needed the social setting.

Ahh....we are all finally home again though. All relaxing. Lilac is holed up in her room again...she said something about Harry and needing to stick his head in a pile of boggart poo.( I didn't even know that was possible...) And something about Draco being a prat...I'm surprised she didn't mention James...huh. Echo is asleep. I had to drag her off the bus today. She was fine when we left school and then she just...sort of conked. Celedae is begging me for the computer to let her write and I am obviously writing this post.

Well, I will hand the computer over to Celedae and go listen to music and write some more poems. I haven't posted a poem on my blog in a while. Hey, who knows, maybe I will post a poem about sugar and hyperness. Just for you Storm. (I think you should write one too.)

*sigh* That was a longer post than I intended. My most sincere apologies.

Tilla Ophelia Marsh